Am I a , or just a sleez?

Okay, so last night i went to this ravetastic sweet sixteen, and it was amazing, I made a rainbow cake, I was wearing a million bajillion raver beads, i was wearing my awesome turqoise ufo pants, and my t qualiser t shirt, i had a whole bunch of glow in the dark, necklaces, bracelets, even my suspenders glowed in the dark, anyways, so like it was an amazing party, but I feel guilty, because I have a boyfriend who i love, and I was making out with almost everyone at the party, girls, guys, you name it. It was amazing, I was grinding up on everyone, but now i feel really bad, because it's like how could I do that to my boyfriend? I feel terrible, oh I'm a dude btw.